Who is Elmira?
My dear friend 🐝,
God has given me another message to deliver to you, and it all started with a crazy dream that He gave to me. Before I tell you about the dream, here is the message from God to you. It is a passage of scripture about King David from the 2nd book of Samuel the priest. David’s army had just defeated Absalom and his army in their rebellion and insurrection against King David:
“4But the king covered his face, and the king cried with a loud voice, O my son Absalom, O Absalom, my son, my son! 5And Joab came into the house to the king, and said, Thou hast shamed this day the faces of all thy servants, which this day have saved thy life, and the lives of thy sons and of thy daughters, and the lives of thy wives, and the lives of thy concubines; 6In that thou lovest thine enemies, and hatest thy friends. For thou hast declared this day, that thou regardest neither princes nor servants: for this day I perceive, that if Absalom had lived, and all we had died this day, then it had pleased thee well. 7Now therefore arise, go forth, and speak comfortably unto thy servants: for I swear by the LORD, if thou go not forth, there will not tarry one with thee this night: and that will be worse unto thee than all the evil that befell thee from thy youth until now. 8Then the king arose, and sat in the gate. And they told unto all the people, saying, Behold, the king doth sit in the gate. And all the people came before the king: for Israel had fled every man to his tent.”
The meaning of the name, “David,” is “beloved.”
The meaning of the name, “Joab,” is “Jehovah is father.”
The meaning of the name, “Absalom,” is “my father is peace.”
The gate is the place of judgement. It is the city hall. It is the Supreme Court Building and the Capitol Building all wrapped up into one.
Therefore, as this message is given to you, the person of Joab represents myself. I am your messenger on behalf of God the Father, and the person of David represents you.
You have been stricken with the loss of your peace. You are in travail of grief. You are in great sadness. I have been feeling it for a while now, but these last six weeks have been an exceedingly weighty burden on my soul. (I am not talking about the heartbreak that I feel for you. That is something that is always there, and as my love for you grows so does my heartbreak.) This is a burden that is beyond that heartbreak. I can feel that you are in a state of turmoil and sadness, unlike anything that you have ever experienced before.
As I said to you in my recent post (“Is Partial Plausibility the Same Thing as Impossible?”), I have never wanted to make you sad, but I know that I have said things to you that have made you sorrowful. I deeply regret that my words have made you cry, but as I also stated, I have only ever done so out of love. I have always been truthful with you. I have never hesitated to tell you the truth, even when I knew it was going to be something hard for you to hear. I respect you and love you far too much to hide information from you. Whenever I believe that you need to know about something, I always tell you about it, truthfully and entirely. How many times have I trusted you with information that was not deemed to be appropriate for you to know, according to the judgement of others?
I deeply regret that I have made you sorrowful, but it is better that you know the truth.
“Weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning.”
– Psalm 30:5
However, I know that my words are not the only source of your present misery. Something far more painful has wounded your spirit, and I feel the weight of it on my own spirit. I find that I am now praying for you twenty or more times each day. Neither are these simple prayers. They are arduous and tear-filled prayers, and many are lengthy and exhausting to my mind, spirit, and body. I am skipping meals. I have been losing weight. I do not understand what it is that is going on with you or what is happening in your life, but it must be very serious. It feels to my own spirit like it is something that has wounded your spirit as no other experience that you have ever had before. Therefore, I have been asking the Lord to help me understand why this has been happening and why you are in such turmoil. So He gave me an answer, and this dream is the beginning of the answer that He gave me:
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