Bee,
Please do not take this as an accusation. I am simply pleading with you to examine your own heart. Please ask yourself, “Would I really want to see Dale fail in his mission? I can understand how that you could wish that I would leave you alone and shut down this Website and delete all of the posts that I have posted, but you know as well as I that such thoughts are not realistic. There really is, in essence, two outcomes to this road that you and I are on. Either God truly has sent me on this quest for you, or I am a nut that has an incurable obsession over you. There is no middle ground.
If I am that nut, I will most certainly come to an unpleasant end. I will fail to get anywhere close to Singapore, and my infamy will live on for several years to come. Who knows how long my Website will continue to stay up and running? If anything, my demise would probably spur some popularity for some time to come, before slowly petering out over time.
More than that, has it ever been said that my demise would be to your benefit? I do not believe that you would feel that way, yet perhaps somehow somewhere there have been whispers of that suggestion in the air.
Would it not be better that my quest for you be a genuine command from God? Even if I were to die in my attempt, it would prove that my love for you is a true and a pure love and that I am a true man of integrity. Is it not better to have a true man of integrity bidding for your soul?
And would it not be better still, I were to succeed? Would it be a bad thing for me to return to Singapore in triumph and to lift you up in the glory of my return? You are the reason for it all! All of the glory of my return and my success would be a blessing showered over you, as you are the purpose of all my effort and will … and not merely mine, but God’s! It is all too evident that I cannot complete this journey without the mercy and power of God to see me through. Therefore, when God sees me through it all and returns me safe and sound back to Singapore, then God himself is lifting you up in glory.
Why would you ever want me to fail, Bee?! Would it not be better for you, also, I were to succeed?
Bee, I am not asking you to believe in me. I am asking that you would examine your own heart. Which outcome would you prefer? Would you like to believe that I am a scoundrel, and that I want nothing more than to rob and to steal your prosperity and your grace? … or would you like to believe that there really is a God, and that this God is righteous and pure and has called His servant to sacrifice himself for your cause?
Would you like to believe that God intends to see me through this endeavor?
I pray that you do! Because, I do not know how I will ever make it back to Singapore if your heart is not with me in some way. I believe that God will see to it that I get to Singapore and that I launch my ark into the ocean deep, for the simple reason to show forth that God does exist and that He has called me for this purpose. But if you never come to believe that it could be possible, then who is to say that I will succeed in my attempt? I do not know the answer to that question.
This quest is not for me, Bee! It is for you! It is for your soul! I do not have a crystal ball. I do not understand what my end will be. Only one thing is for sure: at some point far or near, God will take me home to Heaven, where I belong, and however that comes about, I believe that everyone will know that I truly did love you, that I gave my life for you. Everyone will know that God made it possible for me to lay down my life for you.
It is my sacrifice for you. My entire life has come down to this one thing, to carry the Word of truth and the love of Jesus to door of your heart. I have, in essence, willingly placed the fate of my life is in your hands. Would you like to believe that I have done so out of a pure love for your soul?
Bee! I plead with you again, would it not be better if I were to make it all the way back to Singapore? Who could ever exalt and glorify you more than God Himself?
I really do understand how difficult all of this is to believe. It has not been easy for myself, and I never could have conjured up the faith that I have without God. He is the only reason why I believe the way that I do.
God is the reason why I believe in you.
Ask Him to help you believe that He has called me for this purpose, and He will do it.
God loves you, Bee!
Love Always,
Dale 😊
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