Prayer for July 11th, 2021
Heavenly Father, it is entirely true that the anxiety that I have felt over Bee is exceedingly greater than all the rest of the anxiety that I have ever felt in my whole life. Yet it has been worth every second of anguish that I have borne by the train of Bee’s presence in my sphere. I would not change one whit of the story thus far. For I had not understood life without Bee. I had not learned of the infinitely abounding love of our Lord Jesus Christ without Bee, nor would I have experienced how wonderful it feels to love another human soul with the perfect love of Jesus, a love that You supply without restraint and without end. All the pain, the heartbreak, the suffering, the anguish, and especially the worry does not, in any wise, compare with the love that you pour into my heart for Bee. What other love could possibly elevate my heart so high that I discover that it is my greatest pleasure and purpose to die for the one that I love.
What great strength there is in Jesus’ perfect love! I have never known such tremendous resolve, perseverance, endurance of suffering, tolerance of pain, prevailing of shame, and courage of heart, as I have known in the power of God’s love. Through your incredible love, you have led me to do and to say marvelous things that I never dreamed were possible, Father.
Yet my heart is crushed by the weight of the enemies attack on the soul of my dear friend Bee. It is an ever-present affliction to my spirit, for the words of truth, righteousness, and tender care that you gave me to edify Bee’s soul have been set against me and twisted into a lie. Thus, my words that were meant for healing have been used for harm. Through the doctrine of error and deception, my words have been made to bring tears, sorry, heartbreak, and fear, instead of the joy and peace that should have been.
Father, as Jesus himself said, “whosoever shall offend one of these little ones that believe in me, it is better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and he were cast into the sea.” Let it be that if I am guilty of this charge, then let the same be done unto me. Let it be that a judgement be executed against me that is of an unquestionably worse fate than being drown in the sea by a millstone upon my neck. Let eternal guilt and shame be upon my head and my name. Let heaven and Earth be a witness against me.
Yet if it is another that has offended your child Bee, then let them bear your judgement and your wrath, according to your righteousness and your mercy. And let my feet stand in the strength of my redeemer; let me be established in His righteousness and integrity.
Most importantly, Lord, have mercy on Bee. Bless Bee with the Word of comfort and healing. Bless Bee that you would lead your child unto salvation and discover the beautiful and the absolute pure and perfect love of our Lord Jesus Christ.
I pray in Jesus’s excellent name. Amen!
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